Wednesday, January 09, 2008

 

I Didn't Cross the Line, But I Know What It Looks Like Now

So yeah, I'm about 2 steps away from having an eating disorder. Tonight I came a little too close to that, getting a taste of what it would be like. And it wouldn't be pretty. So I think I'll back away from it slowly. And by "slowly," I mean "quickly." It's ridiculous to think that a 41-year old (42 as of this coming Sunday) man would have an eating disorder. of course, no one should have one, but for someone like me it seems particularly ludicrous. Of course, when you qualify that by saying a 41-year old (42 as of this coming Sunday) GAY man, then it becomes a little easier to understand, though still not a good thing. Fortunately, as I say, I've recognized the warning signs and will now go eat a cookie.

On the plus side, I saw Charlie Wilson's War tonight, a very good film with a somewhat sobering ending. I did not have flashbacks to Afghanistan when I saw it, which is good, but I got a little uneasy during the preview for Stop-Loss, which is about Iraq. I probably wouldn't freak out, though, which is good, as there are some actors in there I'd like to see. But I'm still not thrilled about seeing an Iraq war film yet. I've avoided all the others so far.

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Comments:
Yikes. Were you leaning towards anorexia or bulimia! DON'T!
 
Moderation...

Oh crap. It's your birthday? So soon...
 
hush. you're just a teenager trapped inside an adult's body!!!!! OMG get you out of there!!!

don't be aneroxic like me! i gained 5 pounds in USA, lost 7 pounds when I got home =(

fashion is evil.
 
savante: headed toward bulima. but don't worry, i stopped.

william: moderation has become my favorite word. and yes, i'll be 42 as of this coming Sunday.

ikanbillis: i agree, fashion is evil. but my ego has been pretty evil lately, too. time to put him in his place.
 
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