Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Tired Tuesday Night
Because someone (a different someone this time) asked for it, here are two more pics. But seriously, that's it.
On a less gratuitous note, Adrian and I had a long talk last night, a couple hours' worth. A lot of things that had been building up during the last few weeks finally came out, things I'd been thinking about, things underneath (and often hidden by) the bad emotions that had been simmering. Last night seemed to be a turning point, but then, there have been a few of those during the past year, and I've been disappointed each time, so I'm trying not to get my hopes up TOO much. But at least we talked about these issues and Adrian agreed on the need to do some things, so there is a faint glimmering of hope. One thing I've realized, if we are able to come back together, our relationship will be a bit different from what it was before. Part of that is because whatever we had before led to a breakup, and that's not good. And part of it is, considering this has dragged on now for over a year, we've both changed during that time...whatever we had is gone because those two people are gone. But that's not necessarily a bad thing...maybe this is just a way for relationships to naturally evolve.
Hmmm, that's getting a bit heavy. My advice: just go back and look at those pictures again.
On a less gratuitous note, Adrian and I had a long talk last night, a couple hours' worth. A lot of things that had been building up during the last few weeks finally came out, things I'd been thinking about, things underneath (and often hidden by) the bad emotions that had been simmering. Last night seemed to be a turning point, but then, there have been a few of those during the past year, and I've been disappointed each time, so I'm trying not to get my hopes up TOO much. But at least we talked about these issues and Adrian agreed on the need to do some things, so there is a faint glimmering of hope. One thing I've realized, if we are able to come back together, our relationship will be a bit different from what it was before. Part of that is because whatever we had before led to a breakup, and that's not good. And part of it is, considering this has dragged on now for over a year, we've both changed during that time...whatever we had is gone because those two people are gone. But that's not necessarily a bad thing...maybe this is just a way for relationships to naturally evolve.
Hmmm, that's getting a bit heavy. My advice: just go back and look at those pictures again.
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I'm praying it will work itself out, but if it doesn't - you know we're here for you.
*tight big huggles*
*tight big huggles*
QR: what would suck would be to lose out on a good future because we can't work through the present. We shall see.
Sam: thanks, sweetie! I always enjoy huggles from you! And I apreciate knowing I've got good friends, even across the miles
Sam: thanks, sweetie! I always enjoy huggles from you! And I apreciate knowing I've got good friends, even across the miles
I thought they'll comment on the pictures first :P
Just take it easy and see how things goes. Good luck!
Just take it easy and see how things goes. Good luck!
it will work out some how, even if it doesn't it would. maybe not but it will be working out.
sigh, i'm loosing my sensible after some soft porn. my apology. but i know hings will definitely work out somehow!
break a leg!
sigh, i'm loosing my sensible after some soft porn. my apology. but i know hings will definitely work out somehow!
break a leg!
Jason: thanks for the good wishes, they help!
Ikanbillis: maybe you would be more sensible after hardcore porn? :P
Savante: you're right, and that's a point in our favor, I guess.
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Ikanbillis: maybe you would be more sensible after hardcore porn? :P
Savante: you're right, and that's a point in our favor, I guess.
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